Rookie yeah

back from China. the land of possibilities. any really.
China have its own positive and negative perks for me
some is delightful, some is despiteful.
but im not talking about that in this post
it's about what coming next.
so, supposedly, i need to start working soon
the PHASE
the last part of my life
primary-secondary-high school-college-uni-china for language- and work
the part which im not waiting for. no excitement at all
i think it's not just the type of work that is waiting for me
9-5pm office work...which is a big deal for me,
coz i don't think im that type of worker. sitting and writing and thinking
but mostly because it concludes the possibility of other things.
when u r still at school, theres hundreds of possibilities of uni that u can choose.
then after uni, u still feel free and young, and ur family support u too in terms of continuing your studies
no matter what type is it
but after a years juggling countries, it all comes to an end.
i need to start working next month.
as a rookie in the office. clueless of what am i gonna do
but im gonna be fine anyway.
peace.


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